So here I am with him again,
I can’t believe it’s true.
I could have sworn I hated him,
that he and I were through.
I really thought I loved you.
Why did he have to call?
He knows just how to get to me.
He knows all my favorite lies.
And he speaks them all so eloquently.
And he looks into my eyes.
Oh god he barely tries, with the lies.
And I shamelessly fall.
And oh, he’s like a poison to me.
A true weakness, a sickness a sin.
Oh, will no one deliver me,
must I fall to the boy once again.
And will it never end?
I wish I could be strong.
You’re leaving now I know.
And you would be so good for me,
it’s plain to see just how good you’d be.
The tragedy is needing him so.
I’ve got no control, but I know I could have had it all.
Oh this way.